
Okay okay. I got this. Check it:
My Analogy regarding my decision about where to go from here...
So I am like 8 feet out on a branch that's 84,743ft above the ground. (it's my tree, trust me, it is exactly that high up)
So I'm on this tree branch (location- Germany) and the ground is my family, the branch connecting to trunk is the US, and further out on the branch is Europe.
Now I have to make decisions. It's not quite possible for me to go back to my family after I have climbed so far up, but the US is possible- it's stable, I've been there before and I can cling to it.
But further out on the branch is Europe- the possiblity of me staying on in Europe. It's intriguing, it's scary, but it's exciting. But there's a possiblity the branch could snap under me and send me hurtling back to my family (and possibly break my poor little body).

